After that day, i'm not much saw her,
so rare chat with her, neither ask her out.
maybe because fear of disappointment.
and because i had tried many times, she always busy.
avtually i'm not much knew about her in primary school.
I just knew this name and her class.
she always said i never knew her before i met her. Actually not..
If i'm not mistaken, she was a member of badminton club in Form 1.
This one i remember very clearly.
That time i on the way to to the teachers office,
and she ask me about the teacher of the club,
looks like she wanted to join that club,
but what i surprised is she knew my name bery well...
i'm not seeing her again after that day... not even her shadow....
Last time, in the summer of 2011,
i found one application form at the bottom of my paper on my messy desk
it was the leo installation form, fully filled, but not handed up...
Much had laid through the changing of seasons,
much had gone through the test of time.
is time for final test to come, SPM
not for me this year, my time haven't come yet.
it is not easy for last year,
she told me to put much effort on study,
i' ve made it.. actually i can handle both of it
i had my own consciousness
this year i will not giving pressure to her,
because i know she will do better than me..
likewise...
