当我们看球赛时，
为什么他们往往在困境时能脱困而取胜？
那是因为他们把每一场比赛都当成是最后一场比赛来看待，
输了比赛就什么都没有了，这成为一种推动力，把力量推到最高潮
但有时输也在所难免
输其实有两种感觉，失望和可惜
当你觉得你准备得足够，但还是失败，
觉得自己是能赢，觉得自己没理由失败
这感受就是失望
当你已尽了全力，还是败北，觉得自己技不如人，
这感觉就是可惜，这微笑代表着敬佩
感觉我好像在写小六作文....好烂

believe it or not?

After these long time, i still searching the right way to study,
 to put those more than 10 books into my brain.
You imagine that, a rectangular head with full of books
this is STPM, you cannot just read then go sit for exam..
So i start do as much exercise as i can for maths and physic..
for chemistry, i discovered a way recently.
People may say that crazy, but for me not
i copied the overall organic chemistry by handwritting..
the books with about 300 pages, i think i'm mad..
But I had to give a try although i knew i should do it last year or earlier....
Yet i think that we should read a book more than 3 times
first time u partially understand the concept, but you memorised nothing yet
second time you understand and you gain new knowledge and better understanding
and start memorise something.
the third time you will remember more than 50%..then so on for the next
this were my findings , it's your choice to believe it or not
My teacher always say that
"struggle does not always yield success,
  but to success, you must struggle"
People ask me: " Why are you so clever?"
" actually i'm not clever, i just do more than others" i said
the word 'clever' actually doesnt exist
When you put much effort than others, you will get more than what they got
this is why some people know more than others, not they are clever...

3.20pm
朋友刚来的消息
让我总是想着，担心着她
就像呼吸般，没停止过