believe it or not?

After these long time, i still searching the right way to study,
 to put those more than 10 books into my brain.
You imagine that, a rectangular head with full of books
this is STPM, you cannot just read then go sit for exam..
So i start do as much exercise as i can for maths and physic..
for chemistry, i discovered a way recently.
People may say that crazy, but for me not
i copied the overall organic chemistry by handwritting..
the books with about 300 pages, i think i'm mad..
But I had to give a try although i knew i should do it last year or earlier....
Yet i think that we should read a book more than 3 times
first time u partially understand the concept, but you memorised nothing yet
second time you understand and you gain new knowledge and better understanding
and start memorise something.
the third time you will remember more than 50%..then so on for the next
this were my findings , it's your choice to believe it or not
My teacher always say that
"struggle does not always yield success,
  but to success, you must struggle"
People ask me: " Why are you so clever?"
" actually i'm not clever, i just do more than others" i said
the word 'clever' actually doesnt exist
When you put much effort than others, you will get more than what they got
this is why some people know more than others, not they are clever...